30430 Update: Rise and Grind

Saturday, January 7, 2017

The other night Blittany wanted to discuss my 30430 with me and I hesitated.

unrelated photo of Blittany and me 

Some of my goals are lofty. Okay, most of my goals are lofty!! I have NOT accomplished a great deal of them. I haven't accomplished ones that I thought I would've by now! So confusing to my love to plan.

ANYWAY. As we discussed all the goals I had not accomplished, I grew disappointed in myself. I'm not sure what I've done, but there is still a lot to do. One item on my list included "become a morning person." I think that my goal has changed, though! Instead of hating myself for not being a morning person, I'm slowly embracing my current season of life.

I have learned that I actually do enjoy mornings... I enjoy them in the sense that I enjoy staying up allllll night working nights and watching the sun rise as I leave exhausted in the morning. During the terrible terrible winter and darkness, sleeping during the day and waking up when it's dark seems worth it to see a pink sky as I walk out to my car.

So I think I'm changing my goal from being a morning person to enjoying mornings when I see them.

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