Wednesday, December 19, 2012

Being back in the Kansas City feels like being back home.

Most days I really wonder where and when I will finally settle down, or at least have something stable in my life (besides from our Lord, I guess). I know that I do enjoy my adventurous life. But it would be kind of nice.

When it boils down to it, I know that I'm not ready to be settled yet. It's attractive, but I don't think I would be content there yet.

And as far as settled, I don't know exactly what that means for me yet, either. Some days I feel like it's definitely marriage and a family in the world. Some days I feel like my relationship with Jesus is so much to keep track of that I'm not sure if I could have an intimate relationship with another person... But babies are just so cute.

The dating fast continues, and I continue my prayer and allowing the Lord to pursue my heart.

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